Hi, Elliot —
It is a perfectly acceptable form of meditation to use breathing techniques as you do. Likewise, using the name of Jesus as a focal point is also fine, even commendable.
Contemplatives have been using similar techniques for ages, and you may be interested in the Ignatian method as well. When your understanding of God is illuminated by:
- the Church's teaching
- the guidance of the Holy Spirit, and
- fidelity to Christ
you are on the right track. Essentially, we must always marry our personal subjective experience to the objective truth that Christ brought us to insure we don't fall into error.
I personally think that your experience of meditation as a Buddhist will certainly enhance and equip you for an even richer prayerful contemplation; many of us in the western world have difficulty setting aside the time and business of life to retreat to a still, quiet place.
When you meet God there, He will indeed bring you into a deep relationship that many others miss out on. Our culture and lifestyle often don't provide the avenues or encouragement for it, which is why many flee to counterfeit spiritualities in the new age variety.
There is yearning in all of us for something deeper, and I am sure you will find it there in your meditation, for God awaits you there.
Peace,
Bob Kirby
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