Thanks for your interest in the Church. There are several ways we can help.
You can check out my favorites page. It has some great commentaries ... yeah, by me :)
We also have a specific section on our FAQ page, that addresses your question:
How do I become Catholic and related questions.
What you have described in your e-mail is definitely a calling from the Holy Spirit. I'm not saying that because I'm a Catholic, but because we have received similar e-mails from questioners saying similar things.
I will keep your spiritual journey in my prayers.
Hope this helps,