Dear Thrown Off,
Based on the information you presented in your note, I can clarify a couple of points, and I'll offer a recommendation.
Even though your husband was not practicing the Catholic faith at the time of the wedding, the Church considers him a Catholic then and now. At the time, he still had the obligation to follow Catholic Church law when he sought to marry. He had the duty to seek permission from his bishop (a dispensation) in order to marry a non-Catholic, and also a dispensation in order to marry without a Catholic clergyman to witness the vows.
Based on your description of the facts, I assume that he did not get those permissions.
If that is the case, it is quite possible that the vows you and he took in full sincerity may have not been binding. This is an important matter: it determines whether you are free to marry, whether you have an obligation to remain faithful to the original marriage, whether he has an obligation to return, and so on.
It is possible that a defect at the beginning of a marriage can make it be invalid, despite the years you and he spent together in good will. A judgment of invalidity also would not change the legitimacy of your children under Church law.
We volunteers at AskACatholic are not trained canon lawyers and have no authority to render judgments about particular cases, so I recommend that you consult your pastor about this. Make an appointment and describe the facts to him. He (or a church staffer) can meet with you to review the history of your first marriage; then you would submit the information to the local marriage tribunal of the diocese for a determination about the possible nullity of the marriage.
The procedure would be, in effect, an annulment case, and would lead to an official judgment based on the facts and Church law. It might not even take very long: cases that hinge on a procedural issue often are decided relatively quickly: that is, in a few months instead of a year or so.
Regardless of how the question of nullity turns out, it is clear that the breakup of a marriage is a real loss for you and for the family, and I can only express to you our deepest sympathies and prayerful best wishes.
A Familiar friend
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