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Taal,
You are a brave young woman, and it's wonderful that you have chosen to pursue Christianity. I know that in the world of Islam this can be a dangerous decision. Here in the USA we have more freedoms than Turkey, and certainly a much greater cultural connection to Christianity. I will pray for you and your discernment.
At this stage there is no sin in concealing it from your parents. Eventually, when you are an adult (no longer dependent on anyone), they will not be able to dictate what you can and can't do; while you are dependent on them, however, you must pay them respect and try to honor their house rules. However, they cannot tell you what to hold in your heart. I would seek guidance in prayer on how to proceed, and try to find someone who is Christian that you can confide in, share your story and seek counsel and support. There are certainly others among your community that have already traveled this road. You need to find them. Maybe there is a church with a good priest to talk to. Pray that the Spirit will lead to the right persons.
So, you can go to church and do all these things, but the likelihood is that your parents would eventually find out. If you live in your own apartment or with other believers you may be better off. So, use discretion until you have your independence.
Lastly, for respect and love of your parents you will have to tell them, if they haven't already discovered by that time. When you do, you must preface the conversation with how much you love and respect them, and the gifts they have imparted to you, which have always helped you to seek the truth. They may not accept it, but you will do well to show as much kindness and respect in breaking the news. There is no hurry to do that now, but when the time comes, pray that the Spirit gives you the words.
Peace,
Bob Kirby |
