Hi, guys —
I have OCD, Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder,
but it's gotten much better in the past couple
of years. Instead of incessant worrying, thinking,
and acting strange, I've focused on school.
Nevertheless, now that school's out and I'm
working, I can't stop thinking of really bad
thoughts.
I don't mean to. It's just like they pop
into my head. I try and try to stop thinking
of them,
but I can't help it. I feel really bad and
don't know what to do. I feel like I'm going
to Hell and have committed bad sins because
it's said in the Bible that thinking of a
sin is like doing it.
e.g. because if the man has lust in his
heart he has committed adultery.
(Matthew
5:28)
That said, I feel really terrible, and need
some help. I'm afraid to go to a priest because
then my parents will worry and think I'm nuts.
If you can, please help me.
Thank you very much. I'm sorry.
August
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